Diary of an Ascending Addict

I was told yesterday that I have passed the test. And every molecule of my body, mind and soul has received this message as the truth. I had to say it to myself over and over again to let it sink in. To fully realize.

Today, I’m basking in this truth with ineffable relief. My nervous system is still a bit wrecked lol.

I’m beyond exhausted. I do feel trauma, terror was the very last bit of the test, but I know it too will be released with ease and grace.

I keep hearing: Remember, remember the 5^th of September.